Sabotage and the Actor.
You may be in fact your own worst enemy. Did you realize it is possible to have cancer and not way to get better? Is it possible that on a subconscious level you don’t really want to succeed as an actor or otherwise. I call it the silent saboteur. It is the subconscious broken record playing in the background of your life. It acts as the imaginary ceiling to your being. You see your subconscious mind is not interested in change of any kind. What it wants is for things to stay the same. It wants you to be safe. Yes, even if everything seems terrible in your world. To your subconscious mind at least it is predictably so. It is for this reason that one must recognize all that lurks beneath the surface in order to charter new territory in your conscious existence. What does this mean? If your life seems stuck in a rut. There are most likely broken records playing that are keeping you there despite all your conscious efforts to change and grow. One way to identify these so called broken records is to become aware of anxieties you may have in your life. Maybe they trigger you to bite your nails, eat chocolate, smoke a cigarette, have sex or any number of everyday tranquilizing activities. Try and become aware of how you felt before, during, and after the negative behavior. These will no doubt be sign posts leading you to the root of the anxiety. Some will go back to childhood. Maybe there you were told you were not good enough. Regardless, this record must be stopped or reality will keep showing you how this is true. Get it? I recommend using EFT as the tool to address everything, issue by issue, until peace and success are all you know. Until that time let us enjoy the ride back to our center!
good vibes to all,
David